Making a little soppy page about Jack because just because.
It’s weird cause even before I realised i liked him I always had a little thing for him, I didn’t even find him attractive at first but he really wanted to meet me cause we live close, so we did. We were in Manchester just pissing about and then I turned round and his face was really close to mine, I got butterflies really bad and I’ve never once looked back, in that moment I realised how much I liked him.
Over 1 year later and we’re still together, a lot of shit has gone on and I’m definitely not the easiest or best girlfriend in the world but we’ve still made it through everything so far. He’s literally the best thing that’s ever happened to me and probably ever will. Just thinking about having him in my life from now on makes everything seem perfect and fun, like all my dreams have already come true. I never wanted the little family life with the average jobs and simple pleasures, but now I literally want nothing more than to spend an average rest of my life with Jack. Except it’d really be perfect, just because I’d get to spend it with him.
He’s my best friend and my boyfriend, he’s everything I could ever ask for. We’re basically the same person, I can be my complete self around him, I don’t have to worry what he thinks of me. It’s just easy, it’s perfect. There’s no one else in this world for me except him. It seems stupid to say it this soon into the relationship but tbh, I never even believed I could be this happy and this in love with anyone and I’m going to hold on to that as hard as I can.
I still don’t understand how I’ve been so lucky to get him, to me there’s no one more attractive, there’s no one funnier, there’s no one more perfect. Everything I’ve ever wanted in a partner, I’ve found in him.
The distance means we can only see each other on weekends and the week days apart are hell, having to sleep and wake up alone. But that time apart makes the weekends perfect.
Basically, Jack means everything to me. I couldn’t live without him. As dramatic as that sounds, it’s true. Without him I would have no reason to live. He makes everything okay, better than okay. I never believed I’d be happy again and now I’m happier than ever.
I just love him, so so so much.